Sunday, 15 February 2009
some people shouldn't go on loving. never.
Fear is what makes me stupid. Not love, fear.
Fear of saying whatever the fuck I would like to say right now.
There's a whole Universe opening it's long dark tentacles in my direction.
And guess what, there's nothing you can do about it unless you are willing to be real.
I have fought my way in and out of this mess we are in, it's the mess we have created.
If you fear my past, I may be fearing my future right about now.
Some people shouldn't fall in love unless they are ready.
That's me, always struggling to find wich aspect of reality I should love.
Unless I am ready to make you a part of my life, wich I am, things shouldn't be that difficult.
Never.
You can't see or touch the thin line between me and my past, but it is there.
It is finding its way into this madness that is my head, heart and soul right now.
I think you should know. You already know we are two of a kind.
You make it hard for me to keep going that extra mile right now.
But yes. You'd be so easy to love.
Fear. Not love. Fear.
Don't fear being without me.
Fear being far away from me.
Numbness is dangerous to me right now.
And I'm running scared from it.
Love, always.
G.
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por • the potions' mistress as 16:55